hai her mum went a & e and yet she nv told me. does she really hate me so much. i knew her brothers were at home so why nv they bring her as well. i will say some of the events is she make it happen herself like the chiong part . why she must go club and club when she is mnot feeling well. is it necessary. if she really care about herself she will not self imposed so many things.

i am sad once againn i cannnot sleep.