i woke up at six plus and cannot sleep though i had a sweet dreams of being with someone. though it was not in real life but how happy i was to hold her once again. she told me she is just too hurt and want to clam up to protect herself but i told her i will be gentle to her once again and we hug like for eternality until the stupid alarm clock ring i forget to offset the alarm hai. i think she need time for herslef though it was so cute that was that i told her in the past. maybe she need to re assess whether what she wants and what she need.maybe it will not be a good results but i guess i just have to be more normal and see what happen next. i don want to force her since it don seems to beworking. she is as stubborn as me so themorei force her the moreshe don want to tell. i eat a few pieces of bread i weigh myslef wow i am now 52kg i lost 3kg hai now can join boxing featherweight class le